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went out with my mum yest. went to ikea and to mid valley after that. actually went outlooking for furniture to refurbish my room but couldn't find any that really suited my room/ needs so just ended up strolling around. as i settled down for lunch with my mum, i realized 2 things.

1 - ppl these days dun seem to be working. it was a monday evening (bout 3 or 4) and mid valley was basically crowded with adults/ teenagers/ kids. is there a money printing plant somewhere that i dun know about?

2 - this is more emotional. i saw a few groups of teenage friends hanging out, having a good laugh and i realized it's been a while since i did that with my frens. come to think of it, there's not many frens which i could just call up for a movie or a drink when i want to. most of the 'frens' i know these days are 'study based'. in other words, we meet in class and that's where our friendship starts and ends. maybe it's me being antisocial. but still, i really miss those times when i went out with my frens for movies, drinks, a game of pool, the rare bowling session and talk bout everything under the sky (mostly crap, but still fun)...

at times, i know we've gotta move on and let the past remain in the past. but sometimes i can't help wondering - where has it all gone wrong? since when fun was replaced by boredom. since when i turned from a carefree teenager into a young adult with responsibilities?

these days, i talk more through my comp and sms. even phone conversation has been slashed down, not to mention face to face conversation. i tell you, technology and expectation is killing social life. slowly but surely.

i miss the old days. maybe it's time to do something bout it. i'll start by sending a couple of mails to some of my closest frens whom i haven't meet in a long time.

ps: i've been in a crappy mood the whole day. no idea why.